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Lazy days!

New Year

This time of year always makes me reflective. I try and decide what I would like the new year to be about and how to make it happen. this year I am so undecided on what I want to happen in my life. I have taken a temporary district managers position at work. It is for at least 10 weeks. It could be permanent if i want to move, but i don't' think I want to move i mean my house is payed for in less than 5 years. i also don't know if this is the best time for me to be traveling as much as the position requires. The wyfe just got into her clinical rotation with school and I would like to be home for her as much as possible. I know that school will require her to study much more from here on out and I want to be a good support system for her. i do know that this year I am going to let go of lots of things. I think that I have held on to things in my life that I have no control over. this is the time in my life that I need to let them go, i need to focus on making me happy so that positive energy and good things come into my life. I need to make myself a priority and not feel bad for doing so. I need to focus on my family and keep them safe and happy. I know that this will be a challenging year and I'm not sure how it will end or where i will be this time next year but I know that I will take the time that i need to focus on me.
I hope that you all get what you want from 2010. Be safe have fun and love and live well!

Merry Christmas!!!!

Here is to wishing all of you a safe and happy holiday!!!
The picture is of the homemade gift the kids, wyfe and I made for all the grandparents. We call them Mistletoes. (those are the kids feet)
Hope santa is good to you and you get what you want. I have been given the best gift ever in my wyfe and family and all of you.
Happy Holidays!!!!

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POSITIVE ENERGY!!!!

Crazy week !

this is going to be one of those weeks. I am so thankful that work has slowed down to a mere crawl, but because it has been so busy I am way behind on what I need to get done at home. I don't have a single present wrapped, my house needs to be cleaned, I need to do the grocery shopping and do laundry. I have to work today and tomorrow, then the wife has her little surgery on Wednesday. I am not sure when I will find the time to get everything done, but I will. I love/hate this time of year. I love that we get together with friends and family. I hate that it is so focused on what you get someone and how much money is spent. I would love to celebrate Christmas next year in July on a warm sandy beach. Anyone want to join us???

is this really still happening?

As many of you know there has been a substantial amount of drama in my life as of late. In the last year I have come clean about an affair and I thought that we had put the entire thing behind us, this was only partly true, we still had somethings to talk through and in the last two weeks we have come to a new understanding and place in our relationship.I am confident that my marriage will be just fine and we will move on from here. my marital drama my be over but in it's place is now bloggy drama. I'm sure many of you are familiar with DawgDyke. She had an amazing blog that made me smile. She has quit blogging and I hope that someday she is able to start again, but that is not the point of this blog. I will say that away from blogland and twitter Renee has become my friend. When i thought my world was coming to an end she was there for me, she let me cry, she let me rant she just listened. As her readers know she too has had a fair amount of drama in her life as of late. I hope that I have been as helpful to her as she has been to me. with all that said we are just friends no more no less. I have no plans to be with her no thoughts that we should ever be together. I just don't see her like that. She is an amazing woman but we are way too much alike in so many ways that it would not even be possible. I am putting all of this out there because it has come to my attention that some of you are being told that Renee and I are interested in each other or even that we are an item. I think this is happening because when things end someone needs to be blamed. As I have said already I have had way to much of this High school type drama in my life I want it to end so that I can once again get the positive flow of energy in my life going. I will say physical violence is no way to end anything, people come and go from our lives all the time but violence should never be there. I think it is beyond time to act like the adults we are, if you have something to say to me all I can say is Bring It, I know where I stand and who has my back
Shelly

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DRAMA OVER........OK so i have to add a thank the goddess here!!!!

200th Post!

Yep and I Had no idea it was coming. I have been crazy busy at work so a friends agreed to help me out with a guest post. I'm sure she will be making more appearances here so enjoy.
It's crazy. I can't sleep when I should be. So lets hope this post makes sense due to my lack of sleep.

Shelly is flipping the page to 200! She sure can bitch, moan, and of course gloat. I look forward to the next 200 blogs as I'm sure you (her readers) do too.

I've been asked to guest post. Thing is you won't know who I am. I live for mystery!
I'm young but wise. I'm charming with a splash of deadly. I'm butch yet still love a good pedicure. I'm a lesbian who LOVES women. Women are so unique, so intriguing, so much work! But the thing is ... women are highly manipulative. The way they walk, strut past you, and swing their hips. The way they smile, smirk, and lick their lips. The way they can change their voice from sweet, to seductive, to vengeful all in one conversation.

When you find the woman you can not live without it isn't always clear. Some days you need to be hit over the head with a frying pan to realize it. While other days you know just by seeing her smile.

If you have the woman you can not live without hold her tight. Kiss her forehead. Tell her you love her. She deserves it.

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THANK YOU.... we will now return to your regularly scheduled rantings.....

i stepped in it now!!!

As I have blogged before, I cheated on the wife. It has been over a year ago, but things have once again come up. No I haven't cheated again. It seems that the wife has just yet to let it go. I thought that things were going smooth and that we were back on track. We had talked in depth about her rejoining then military as soon as don't ask don't tell goes away, we had made other long term plans. It now comes out that she is not sure she wants to be here anymore. I am not sure how to handle this or what to do I want this to work, but not sure where to go or how to fix it, or if it can be fixed. I guess that it's up to her. so i just have to wait and see.

SNOW!

the first snow of the year is falling as I type. This is not making me anymore festive. I am just annoyed that I have to clean off my car. I guess I should have parked in the garage. The wife and kids are going to a jingle bell parade this morning, then ice skating. i am not really to upset that I have to work, I don't want to play in the snow, I don't like the cold. I know I sound like a scrooge but work kills the holiday spirit. I have Tuesday off then i work until the 23rd. the silver lining is I get the week between Christmas and new years off!!!
I hope if you are getting the snow that you are able to have some fun in it or in front of a fire with the one you love.
Happy Saturday!

friends

this has been the craziest week, with work and work and more work, but I have managed to squeeze in two yep two blogger buddy meet and greets. last week as the pictures show the wife and I met propane Amy. Ames or as S renamed her Wank came and spent the night with us. If you haven't had the pleasure of meeting this crazy wonderful lady you really must. She was the same as she is on the blog and just as lovable. We had a great great time with her. Today we got together with Amy for lunch and she brought Kim. We had a ball with them and I can't wait to get together with Kim again soon. we live closer together than I thought we did. This is a good thing!!! this was just what I needed to help me recharge for the rest of the busy season!