i stepped in it now!!!

As I have blogged before, I cheated on the wife. It has been over a year ago, but things have once again come up. No I haven't cheated again. It seems that the wife has just yet to let it go. I thought that things were going smooth and that we were back on track. We had talked in depth about her rejoining then military as soon as don't ask don't tell goes away, we had made other long term plans. It now comes out that she is not sure she wants to be here anymore. I am not sure how to handle this or what to do I want this to work, but not sure where to go or how to fix it, or if it can be fixed. I guess that it's up to her. so i just have to wait and see.

FML

I have worked for the same company for the last 10 years, I have worked in several different positions for this company, I have made them lots of money, and now I am pretty sure that I am going to be fired. At closing the other night a woman reached into my cash drawer and stole $ 40. I have the bitch on tape and I have her name and cell number. I followed all the procedures that the company says to follow now it's Monday and it looks like my regional is saying it was gross neglect on my part. So as I sit writing this I am faced with what to do? do I try and fight for a job I am very good at but also very tired of. Do I let them fire me and move on. I have been wanting to go back to school for sometime and just haven't taken the step. I can go to school tuition free. I have applied for finical aid and have been offered more than enough to make ends meet. I am just frustrated and angry and confused. I know that if I lose my job i will be forced to push my side business harder. I just feel like I am drifting and don't know where to go or what to do. I am trying to look at this as a sign that it's time for change but who knows. I do know that I am going to be OK my kids are safe and loved we have a home and food and I know that all will work out in the end. thanks for listening.